Well, I've spent the last five days or so being madly busy, preparing lesson plans, doing laundry, etc. I plan on being a lump for the next four days. I've been so successful at keeping myself distracted that I haven't had time to be terrified until now. I really have nothing to fear. The procedure is minimally invasive. My doctors are awesome. I even like this hospital. I just **hate** the thought of being totally out of it while people do odd things to my person. The Samurai just handed me a card signed by all the folks from his dojo. They are extending their ki to me--better than a prayer chain, because I've seen their energy in action! I think I feel better. Or, at least, loved. Deep breath. I'll be fine.
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